cny

nigel...brendon...zinc...xinghao
sock....joanna...darcie

cny was fun. haha. going visitation with my frens was great, even though we go v few outings it was a meaningful day. it was one day before zinc go army. we got to see an amry guy going to army. we all went to xinghow house. and we collected money.

first up was patrick house. the tuitiong ang went, it was 10am.. nigel, sock, xinghow, joanna, zinc. then after that it was nigel house.at 11.30am. where i went to meet them at nigel house. lucky i still rmb. it was majong all the way, and i so guai, i dun want to play, even though some blur girl taught me liao. ahah. i watch 2 and a half episodes of prison break season 4!!!! sian, they feb then continue. yah. then joanna and xinghw spam the bagua. so selfish. eat everything. haha. then joanan spill drink on nigel majong table, as usual rite??? haha then we exceded time, so next place. initially suppsoe to go zinc house, but his parents dun allow, so we went to xinghw house. we took taxi!! shit, i forgot to pay u back the $3 zinc!!! erm, when u comeback, remind me k??? yah, xinghw house was qutie funny. nigel try find porn on his com, haha. suprisingly, xinghw damn good boy ahah. yah, then he damn draggy, slowly change into army uniform, tat we were goign to be late for my house, we reach my house at 4. darcie who was visiting a relative who stayed at frankel area, near kembangan waited for half an hour, and of cos she damn piss. whose fault???? xinghw.aiya. haha. aniway, we go brendon house again. and then guess wad . FOOOD!!!! yah. they came and came. i warn u guys liao. haha. i dun noe y, i at home, i just cannot find food , but then when u all come, the food, drinks and ice cream suddenly appear one??? ahha. yeah, we ate ate. then after that it was bb.

but it was a great day, chinsese new yr visiting!!! at least we saw each other, almost 2 weeks sicne we had an outign. haha. when is the next one??? i dunno. but im sure there will b a next one, haha.

pic??

yesterday we had an outing. actualyl realli was not an outing. erm just eat kfc..shop abit...then we stone and stone.ahha. but its great to see yr bestfrens. yeah. and i wore pink!!! it was quite funny. when i wore it at home, my bro didnt beleive it, then my dad also. cos since when have i worn pink?? except on the day that my bestfrens surprise me when i came back from hongkong.ahha. but this time is whole day wear. i rmb i was trying on clothes at g2000. then the girl, tell me not enough stock, so she go another store to take, then when she came back, she ask where is the pink shirt guy, then other unknown girls laugh!! quite paiseh. ahha.

so here are the photos..i think soem of them quite funny. and the coloru combi quite cool. green..pink..orange..black. ahha so cool. yah enjoy. the pics. and wad happen to my love matters movie!!! blur and botak, my movie buddies..when r we wathcing them???

and...xinghow... y u so vulgar nw... army made u so vulgar..last time u dun dare say f word one..now liek free frag.ahah. but at least u rmb yr senses fail fren!!!

blog...

a blog that i blog at work...

Its been one week since I entered the work force and it certainly has been funny. No emo clothes, and cannot wear black, although im wearing black today. There are so many interesting stuff that happened this week. Like on first day of work rite, I was allowed to go off at 5.30 cos that is like the end of work time. but then I was suppose to wait for an email, which the receptionist told me would take for 2or 3 day for it to arrive from australia, but I took the message literally, and really waited. so I waited for 3 h, stoning, and stoning again, it ws damn funny. If one of the supervisors had not seen me stoning then I would have waited unitl the next morning. while, what a way to start my first day of work. its just like orientation again. I barely know ppl. and its hard to talk to grown ups. who r like 10 yrs or 20 yrs older than me. how can they understand a unique person like me. so I went back to my j1 mood. the emo kind. the one which is less crazy, and the one that is less prominent. I changed seat again.haha. like j2. cos im like suppoe to be exposed to diff sectors of the engineering firm. so, like I spend 2 days at a seat, then on third day go to a diff seatagain. quite funny.

Well, my job is really to be get as much expoture in the next 10 weeks. 1 week down 9 more left.i spend most of the day stoning. while , reading the old presentations. cos my firm is damn big shot lah. they design the singapore flyer, sports hub, ion orchard, marina intergrated resorts , fusionpolis etc. so its like damn intersting. haha. and now like I noe more about orchard, next time I go orchard, will be more interesting.haha. while ppl who r working???

sock= shes working in dreamland. always sleep…go find job!!
xinghow=working in army, at least got pay…200, sock got no pay lah
joanna= ms blur is like some sort of flower assistant, suppose to answer cor., and wrap flowers.
selene= she also same as joanna, but she posted to jurong east, while joanna posted to paya laber.
darcie=she doing some account stuff …but is her fav haha. and maths tuitor.
nigel= hes got the same job as xinghow.
zinc=last I noe..he was working at some nutc??
camille= shes not working..cos shes planing to die young, so shes going overseas all the time.
hwa= I think like some camp instructor last time I heard.
leo= army also!!!
kelvin= work at supermarket

tats all I noe abt???
haha

while. I think my job is ok lah. like sometimes I realli nth to do, like now, so im typing this. at least got 4 day break. haha. but I quite happy. cos work 8.30 to 5.30. but I wake up 6. and reach work at 7.30. so I go amara hotel shiot half an hour, then go amara slack and watch movie then go office. once work finish, I take trian home from tanjong pagar then walk home, reach home about 6.30. then go run and play soccer. same routine ..then night time watch tv. so its about same routine everyday!!! so its great to have a break. and I listen to music and spam milo at work.ahha.

want c my working pic???ahha. too bad. I havent taken photo of it yet. maybe soon

..........mixture of stuff

I'll lock myself alone in a room

Drink until the clock strikes noon

With just a pen, a pill, and some paper

And maybe I will write a sad song

Or another cliche poem

Of the person that I long to be

i dont know why. but i cant stop listening to senses fail. thier songs represent my life now. its like they understand what i am goign through now. alesana used to be the music i turn to, but their lyrics were more about greek mythology/ love life while senses fail represent the struggles that buddy when through. i love irony of dying on your birthday. especially the chorus which is the one on top. its what i do everyday. next week life will be enriched for me. today its the same as yesterday, only differnece is the date, and that i have grown 1 year older.

im watching prison break season 4, and im quite sad that this will be the final season, while lost has yet to start and so has heroes. so for now. i shall turn to watching tv show. the last great movie i watch? borat. its just retarded, i dont know how the hell he acts like that. but his behaviour reminds me of the crazy cutter. lol.

im going on shopping spree tmr. i have to find clothes to work in. i cannot wear band t and skinny any more. have to be dress well. i hope they dont ask me to cut my hair. if they, then i may try some fancy haircuts ahah. i cannot imagine myself working, what more, im working with adults and not some teens, how do i relate to them??? its like j1 all over again. and i hated it when i compare to j2. lonely and no friends, i want it to be j2. its so fun.

well, i was bored yesteday so i went to read all the stuff people gave me in j2. i didnt know i had so many. from the letters due to my "problems regarding cheap trills" , to the comments by everyone, to christams cards and letters from my best friends. i look at the class photo, all of us were smilling. some of us had different jc life experience. and im just lucky i experience both extreme. i was barely existant in j1,. perhaps onli remembered for making crazy noises at the back, and i always pon class outing. then i went to jumbo. and then the monster in me was unleashed. ask kelvin. ahha. i went c razy at night, doign midnight taichi, banging on the roof singing we will rock u, and then scaring jegan like shit, smashing a coconut until it broke open, and throwing explosive stuff at people. its inevitable, that when i came back to school, i was diff, and u all saw it in j2. well. im happy. i feel bless to have experience it. when i look back next time, i will laugh at my jc life, certainly the best period of my life thus far.

long post for a boring day

i need a tune.. a simple tune that i can write lyrics on. one that will capture the audience. i tried it on acoustic and on piano but i jsut cant find that tune. i have the lyrics in my head. its going to be screamo. its going to big. real big. startign slow then buildign up. i been working on it for a month now. but i just cant get the tune rite? well. i physically exhausted now. my body aches. but i still have to continue running.

life is plain simple for me. 3 meals a day. wake up late every morn. running at 6 along with soccer until 8.30 . between them, i have no idea what i want to do. i want to read a book, but i think i now lost the patience of sitting down and reading a novel. i just been watching a lot of movies includign chick flicks liek john tucker must die and forgetting sarah mishell. well. lifes nth much for me. i miss sch. at least i wake upin the morning knowing that there are stuff for me to do.

signapore is too small. and there are so little man shops. i think like for every 50 girl shop there is 1 guy shop. it suxs. i need to buy a formal pants and shoes for working tmr alogn with shirts. i need to dress sharply cos im goign tostart working. im surprise too. i dont know what i would be doing, but at least i got smth to do while waitning to elist to army.

it suxs. my shoping buddy is in army and comes back onli next week. and the girls are working. while most of them. some are just enjoyign still. but i dont want to go alone with a girl, it will spread rumours. haha. and its hard. at least that day i spend itme with sock and joanna at far east, it was great catching up with them and gettign backmy twilight book.

and yesterday i work for 1 day. thnx sock. well. it was just seeing taxis passing by, and then workers pasting the advertisements on them, then i will take 4 photos of the taxis. but wad made the day eventful was all the complaingin by the taxi drivers. omg. they non stop nagging. lucky i dun understand hokkien, and my chinese also not v zhai. but at least i think i became more profluent , even if just 1%. haha

i miss mixing around with the whole gang. its hard now. and we barely see each other. hmm. last outing was bedtimes stories, and onli 4 ppl came, me , xinghow,darcie, joanna. hopefully one day we will have another gathering at someone house. but mines out of the question. cos u noe how restrictive my parents are. sian. well. chinsese new year is coming up. the army boys are coming out. hint hint. whose incharge of planning? i shall wait. haha. i dont want plan. im tired of it. but i soemhow know i willl be doign it, cos i dun want to be stoning on the outing.

finally. i want to go somewhere new. singapore is boring. i want go somewhere where i never been before. im changing every day. i becoming more older, and so more mature. and i noe its quite hard to beleive. but i believe that all my planning are helping me gain confidence so that in army i can be ready to be a leader. well. see how lah? for now. i shall listen screamo music, and scream till the sun sets. c ya. and love u all. ( both boys and girls...haha. without u guys and girls, i think i will find no meanning in life, cos its so boring.)

bored

my 2 bestfrens gone to army..y mine so far..at least i still have the girls ahha

im stoning at home. staring at my computer screen. my job intership starts next monday. so i just going to slack.here is what i plan to do

1) continue learning my basic theory test for driving- i find it boring..its like studying for exam again, so much theory to rmb, i feel like giving up, but travelling without student price sux. i need top up my card weekely instead of monthly. so probably i have to learn driving. but u wun c me on the roads soon, maybe u will onli hear me, cos i be screaming at other drivers.

2) learn my guitar- i dun noe the theory of guitar, but i compose some songs, but its not reallit he kidn of music i want to play. acoustic is ok. but u noe me. i want screamo. so electric guitar?? nvm. once i learn theory of guitar from a dummies guide for guitar which i bought 5 years ago!

3) train my singing. i always wanted to be that frontsigner of the band. haha. i have to train my singing first and my growling. haha. i want to be those crazy frontsingers . i need melissa cross to teach me!!!

4) train for army- i been running everyday, trianing my body just for army. i have an aim in mind. to be damn fit when i enter army. and it sux that i have to wear hair band and run, but no choice, my stupid fringe always covers my eyes!!!

5) to cut my hair- i want to have emo hair. but i think my hair still too short. but im goign to work soon, and i dunno if they allow long hair, if they dun, i will b damn sad.

gangs changing

life is boring,.. im going to start working soon, but havent confirm what day, should be this week, its soem engineering firm called arup. oh well. im slacking today again. but i feel damn shiok cos manu trash chelsea 3 nil!!!! its unbeleivable how the last few months have been for me. outigns and outigns. stayovers and movies. well, its great that we spend so much time together, but with two boys gone to army, and when i go in in april, it will just an all girl affair??? no more craziness from me, and u all can have shopping outings. but dont forget the boys k??? we play an important role also, we ensure u all dont turn lesbians. ahah. oh well, things i rmb of our outings???



alot. well i cant explian it. there were so many outings. i lost count. and i think its great. the thing i like best overall?? the stay overs were great, class chalet( which didnt feel like a class thing cos in the end it became a usual gang outing) well i think its funny how the outings became smaller and smaller. i rmb in the past there was the click5, then it became bigger the usual gang which i forgot was started by who, then it became the close friends. its sad, but at least all my close friends are in the close friends gang. and very soon its going to be the all girl gang.


well, this pic tell it all. im just glad that i wont have to do it animore. its tiring and exhausting. taken after class chalet, i tried askign peopel what movie, and in the end all stone, so we watch high school musical. no guessing who the onli one standing up is.

no more guy frens

Well. im emo. ahha. today i went with 4 girls to send off xinghow. haha. he damn lucky. me, sock, selene, joanna, darcie. we took the tour , and see the bunks. haha. im going back in 3 months 4 days. sian.. haha. by then my hair willb long, but in a few seconds, all my hair will b gone. sian. but its sad, cos xinghow is probably one of my bestfriends. not that we r gay, but we spend too much time together since alevel ended. now his gone. who do i have left?? hmm. my 3 best boy friends are gone. nigel,,,,leonard,,,and now xinghow. heres wad i think of them.

nigel: hmm. the period between tingi and prelim was when i was closest with him. well. cos there was smth going on. but now that that smth has cleared, we are not as close as we were once were, but we still are close. and i still trust him ahah. 2 gd. and after wad we went through at tingi...and then batam...and then all the plannigns. haha. he certainly is my j2 bestfren haha. and although, not as close as last time, cos i dun go same tuition, or play dota, or basketball...haah. we can still tok ..and 10 yrs down the road, when we remember the j2 life..haha. we will laugh how things happened. if u think about it...its quite similar...haha.

leonard: yah, y??? hmm. i think i am one of those who i can tok to him. i dont have problems tokign to him, ahha, j1. was the best period of time. we both had alot of relationship stuff and alot of suannings or targeted at a certain person. ahha. ever since seat change, although we may not tok much or meet up much. like riding a bike, once u learn it, u wont forget, when i tok to him, it brings nostalgia to my j1.

xinghow.: haha. nth to say. 2 gd. 2 easy. after batam...i slowly increased spending time with him haha. maybe thnx to prom and budget shopping and band t shopping.haha. i will miss a sloppy fren.haha. perhaps, u r one of those whom i never tot i would b so close to u. ahha. and it made me damnhappy that i was yr no 1 fren.haha. for the time being,,until uhave girlfriend. but till then,., haha, im yours!!! jk

so 3 guy frens.haha. its guys. and i noe i always keep on reflecting. buy tats cos i cannot beleive how my jc life is. all thanks to a seataing arrangement change, that i once hated. k done,,,,,and i have an engineering job!!! 2 gd...ahha. although i dun noe wad im going 2 do...k back to listening to screamo

my new yr resolution

ok. so new year come and gone. and seeing all my friends having new year resoultion. i shall write mine.

1) to exercise daily. so that when i go army on april 13. i am strong and wont b like LOUSY! haha.
2) to keep in touch with my close friends!!! even when i come out of army, i want to be able to tok to them like i always have done
3) to find a job???haha. i dun noe wad to do for the remainig months.
4) to eat less potato chips( i have cut down from one packet a week to one a few moths)
5) to learn how to drive car? but seeing petrol so high, i may reconsider?
6) to grow my hair damn long, and maybe dye it 1 month before i go army, then shave my head few days before go army)
7) to b damn emo!!!
8) to record alot of guitar songs, ( i have onli like 5 songs lah..sing)

Man, the other day I was trying to figure out how many letters was in the alphabet It took me all day, but you know I did it You wanna know how many letters there are? 26 letters in the alphabet! ............... xinghow dun laugh!!!

oh well. tats it... i no inspiration to write...

xinghow

so,,,, 9 jan. wad day is taht. its the day that one of my closest friends is going to army. someone who i can say i have bonded so well with especially the last quarter of jc2. my fellow toilet buddy , whom i never fail to jump on his shoulders when he go toilet. but thats not want xinghow is all about. he's one of those whom i have alot of stuff to talk about, whether is about hahaha or hahah. nvm. its inside joke. well, i still rmb goign to sch early for exams, and xing hwo will always come and accompany me. thank u. u truly r a friend. and we would laugh alot about something . ahha. rmb???. then came the music part. he understands music. he is punk and im screamo. but somehow we can talk alot about music. and we both love senses fail. well, we both influenced each other, and while i cannot say that punk is really nice, there are some exceptions, and i thank u for introing them to u. then came shoppign. after alevel. me n him like we go budget shoppign, we r not gay. ahha. but we had alot of fun buying band tshirt, also cos i bought a senses fail shirt whihc xinghow wanted but too small. then got his ipod!!! haha. im sorry. 40gb. probably u hate me for it, but i think that on account of how many times i have help u, u noe i am turly a friend. not forgettign that he is nto one who lieks to plan stuff. so i plabn stuff and get him to sms ppl, hopefully, he learns to be more of a leader and less of a pussy. of cos, soemtiems he is quie sick. like chopsticks, and sweaty palms, sloppiness!!! i ask u buy checkered shirt, and u wore it once only for me!!! but im quite happy that u wear all black on the day we send nigel off!!! haha. well, wad do i learn from having one of the few boy close friends. ahha. erm. u may not b as gentle and have alot of social etiquette as my other girl close friends, but u certainly are one friend whose friendship i would not want to ruin at all. i will cherish it . haha.

so xignhow. u may go army. but noe. that yr fren brendon confirm rmb a person who is unique like u!!!!