im better

My army coming soon. But in the meantime Im having fun at work. Well, im mr do everything for u. the irony. That there isn’t really much for me to do. Its like somedays got a lot of stuff to do, then after that 3 or 4 days I got nothing to do. Yeah, it can be sian. But during these last 5r weeks at work, I managed to listen to a lot of new music bands, improve my Chinese, and at the sae time, learn a lot of useful skills. Mostly, I think I matured. Yeah, I dun scream at work or tell lame jokes. Omg. Wad would the boss think if I did that, I get fired straight away. And I made great friends. And I think its sad that in 5 weeks time it will probably the last time I ever see them. I mean, ppl in the corporate lose jobs v easily, and they swith jobs so much. By the time I come out of army, I am fairly sure most of them wont be working there again. Yeah. But iom happy they are giving me a proper sending off. A buffet. Haha.

Yeah. My daily routine for mon to fri is abt the same. Wake up 6am. Yes. 6am . same time as I wake up to go to sch. Gd thing is that It trains me for army. Then I reach work 7.30, surf internet 1h, then work work work. Then night time come home, 5.30 go play soccer, . come home. Watch tv/dinner. Then use com then sleep. Repeated again and again. Quite sian if u think it is. But at least weekend I got go out. Yeah. Haha. And lucky ig ot friends to go out with jc, sec, and haven’t pri. I haven’t had time to plan tat yet. Im so busy trying to make full use of my weekend. Yah.

Tmr got class outing. I dunno how its going to be. I got feeling sure got ppl pangseh, and then sure got stone. Haha. Yeah. And me n my gay partner suppose to watch movie this wek. Ahha . who is my gay partner? Erm. A guy who dye his hair just before he go army. damn smart. Ahha. Yeah. He suppose to cor me anytime soon.

Oh well. My hiar is quit long now? But I cut it about a fortnight ago just before hcinses new year, so got nicer shape, hoepfu;;y it can grow longer. But its getting damn irritating. I wash hair, my wahs damn long, and then damn hot eveyrtime. Ahha. But it’s a once in alife time thing. haha. Im not going to pussy out. Haha.

N my ulcer healing( its spelled this way according to sock!)

Yeah. C u guys tmr. I dunno wad to wear yet. Skinny again? Haha. No pink shirt. Too gay liao

im sad

Im sad.

This week has been a horrible week for me. I have a freaking big oucer at the side of my tongue which hurts every time my tongue moves, cos the oucer is expose and once it contacts with my teeth, it hurts like mad, sometime seven making me cry. Yeah. N I cut my hand this week. I was using the penknife, and I completely miss the mark, and slice it into my 2nd finger. Yeah. It sucked like hell. I tot at first that it was not serious. But then I saw the blood slowly oozing out of the would, till the extent, that I had to use the water to rinse it off, but 1s later it came out, it was not stop bleeding at all, no choice, I wrap it around with a wet tissue. Yeah. somemore, I had soccer match with my company the other day. Then my total 9-0 boot which I bought in sec 1 tore apart. It literally fell apart. I was devastated, so much memories with that shoes. Yeah, then today suppose to have another match, but so many ppl pon match so postpone. Yeah , so quite sian loh.

Only 2things can make ppl happy. Soccer and music. Those 2 mean everything to me. They are so important to me. I cannot live without them. Music is my no2. soccer my no1. one day without soccer is pain to me I dun noe how i im going to survive army, hopefully my buddy likes soccer also. Yeah and music. Screamo music. Especially senses fail and silverstein, my 2 fav s bands.and Manchester united? My fav team .soemtimes I dun noe y my life suck. Haha. Like sometime si just want to go army, so that I can do something meaniful. Yeah work is fine. But sometimes im not really doing anything and stoning. Yeah. This week sucks like hell man. I hate this week. My mouth is so freaking pain , hopefuly sat can use again. Its so pain.

Life sucks.