Bird trapt in a cage

Guys like you make us look bad
Have we become such suckers now that a good guy has become a rarity? Girls now despise the mordern gentleman, infact guys no longer are like those potrayed in movies. Where r the Edward cullens of this modern age??? I guess when my time comes to go uni , I have to overcome the stereotypes that those girls have of us guys.
Well, I'm just saying this cause there it hurts when I see girls being abuse by their bf and I ask myself despite the childish and crazy person I am sure I wouldn't do it.

On a side note, it seems everyday the clock is ticking slower and slower... You know the feeling of just rotting away? That's how I feel now. I wake up and go to sleep, what I do durig those hours are unimportant it's like I'm a bird trapt in the cage. Only set free come feb next yr. It's driving me mentally insane. I don know how ppl can do this for a lifetime. Yr daily movements dictated by the higherups. Can younlibe with this kin of dictatorship life. I for certain can't. I'm just trying to watch as much tv series just to Essen the pain, but like scars, they will always be there no matter how much makeup u put.

My frens are now on holiday and r looking for jobs. And it makes me think abt my future when I
set free from this cage. Will I be able to survive in a world where I have to hunt for my own food and face the cuttroat civilisation and the backstab corporate companies? Along with the intricate low lifes and the corrupted world? I don't know. But I guess I just live each day, I nvr know when my time will come, and if I have to go so be it, everybody js to accept the fact. Appreciate what's happen to you and just move on.