life sucks

My life isnt the best at the moment. confined to the bed, i been sleeping all the way. its sad that i was not able to participate in army training, and i think there goes my chance to go either ocs or sispec. nvm.

well. according to the doctor. i have a very rare diseasese, to the extent that they dont know what to do for me. so i stayed in the hospital for 5 days, apart from lying at home for 5 days before that. today im finally discharged. im happy. but i got mc until this weekend. so it means i will miss 2 weeks of army. i think im quite screwed. i guess i probably end up being sent to unit cos of my medical history. and the fact that i never really been sick for my other 18 years of life makes this last 2 weeks suck. tmr is 13 may. 1 month since i enter army. but it feel weird because it doesnt feel like 1month to me. so much stuff happened in this last month. especially hated stoning in the hospital. having to take blood pressure at 4am. and getting my drip at 11.30pm. timing sucks. but no choice. and im glad that 3 very pretty girls visited me yesterday. haha. it was great to see selene, joanna, darcie after such a long time. kind of miss them. ahha.

i dont know what im going to do for the next feel days. i still feel very week. so probably stay at home. and just spam movies. haha. i so one to watch wolverine, but apparently the movie suck, so probably just wait until it comes out on video. haa. oh well. life sucks for me. hope its better for u.

army

how is army life like? hmm . if u ask me, i honestly love it. i think that the most important thing that you got to learn to do in army is make friends. thats what our sugeons and sirs told us on day 1, these are the friends that will last a lifetime, friends, whom you depend your life on. and in the 18 days that i was in confinement, it gave me a time period for me to adjust to army life and make great friends. and while we may get pump and have to do alot of tiring stuff, when it comes to fun times, i certainly do. haha. i am the same person in army as i was in school. and im glad my section mates accept the crazy person i am. im goign to book into field camp tmr! i survive many scout camp in the past, so hopefully i be able to survive this, but im sure that i will becuase of those army friends.

i had fever the last 3 days, and while tat means i have to rest at home, it also gives me time to recuperate my body, and prepare for field camp, which will be one of the toughest things i will face in army life.

i have to say sorry to my jc friends. i havent been fit enough to meet u all. im sure u all would love to see my botak hair. but i think my health has to imprve first. enjoy wolverin today k! and nigel. haha. we got so mucgh to talk about because we are from the same company. and xinghao. movie outings..... haha. im glad u guys are watching one eveyrweek, and i wish i would be fit to watch next week .

so as i prepare for field camp. i look forward to booking out next week. for the time being, i shall listen to heavy metal as a break from army songs.

PS: xinghao, my fav song now is purple light!!! haha.