no more guy frens

Well. im emo. ahha. today i went with 4 girls to send off xinghow. haha. he damn lucky. me, sock, selene, joanna, darcie. we took the tour , and see the bunks. haha. im going back in 3 months 4 days. sian.. haha. by then my hair willb long, but in a few seconds, all my hair will b gone. sian. but its sad, cos xinghow is probably one of my bestfriends. not that we r gay, but we spend too much time together since alevel ended. now his gone. who do i have left?? hmm. my 3 best boy friends are gone. nigel,,,,leonard,,,and now xinghow. heres wad i think of them.

nigel: hmm. the period between tingi and prelim was when i was closest with him. well. cos there was smth going on. but now that that smth has cleared, we are not as close as we were once were, but we still are close. and i still trust him ahah. 2 gd. and after wad we went through at tingi...and then batam...and then all the plannigns. haha. he certainly is my j2 bestfren haha. and although, not as close as last time, cos i dun go same tuition, or play dota, or basketball...haah. we can still tok ..and 10 yrs down the road, when we remember the j2 life..haha. we will laugh how things happened. if u think about it...its quite similar...haha.

leonard: yah, y??? hmm. i think i am one of those who i can tok to him. i dont have problems tokign to him, ahha, j1. was the best period of time. we both had alot of relationship stuff and alot of suannings or targeted at a certain person. ahha. ever since seat change, although we may not tok much or meet up much. like riding a bike, once u learn it, u wont forget, when i tok to him, it brings nostalgia to my j1.

xinghow.: haha. nth to say. 2 gd. 2 easy. after batam...i slowly increased spending time with him haha. maybe thnx to prom and budget shopping and band t shopping.haha. i will miss a sloppy fren.haha. perhaps, u r one of those whom i never tot i would b so close to u. ahha. and it made me damnhappy that i was yr no 1 fren.haha. for the time being,,until uhave girlfriend. but till then,., haha, im yours!!! jk

so 3 guy frens.haha. its guys. and i noe i always keep on reflecting. buy tats cos i cannot beleive how my jc life is. all thanks to a seataing arrangement change, that i once hated. k done,,,,,and i have an engineering job!!! 2 gd...ahha. although i dun noe wad im going 2 do...k back to listening to screamo