Y unlovely my fruits

Life is a bore. What am I doing here On a sat night??? Perhaps it's time for me to reflect on life

had pretty alot of regrets in life but if I had a choice i would have not made one of it. It ruined my friendship and i lost a great close friend. I ask myself why it can't work now? And I don't have the answer. Somehow this mental block has prevented me from improving the friendship. I gt 8 moths left, if there is one thing I hope is that thing would ease up, and things between us would be like the past even if 10% of it, it's still mug better than nw.

On a brighter side I gaine 2 friends whom have been great to me. Sometimes too much time with guys can turn u gay and it's good to go out with girls sometimes so that it adjust yr moral compas. She's been there for me for abt 2 years now, she probably knows me better thn my parents, she knows what I'm thinking. At the same time she knows pretty much what has happened to me last yr. Sometimes I'm just dmn bored so I disturb her, oh well at least she doesn't mind. Every guy needs some good girl friends because u nvr know when a girl opinon could e useful and helpful. I'm so gratefulti have her as a friend, haha. And I promise u that next yr I make sure yr bday will be much better than this yr which I kind of screw up... Oh well

then there is the other person too. When most of the ppl are too busy or too lazy to come out at least she does. Thanks for the meals and the movies!!! And although sometimes u r damn late at least u still make yrself free. Our friendship has gone throughaomw turbulent times in the past but like my above friend u 2 have just become such great friends to me!!! That's why I don't mind sponsoring popcorn and ice lemon tea, getting bullied by u 2, cos yr fiendship is worth more than that.

Finally there's my friend whom I rarely see these days, and we might not be as close as in e past but u will still be regarded as one of my hood friends for the memories we shared last few years . I hope one day we be like the past where we did stupid stuff .

I got so many memores of u girls... Sometimes I ask myself how did. A shy guy who was never close to girls become the person he is today??? I guess sometimes u change in noticeably and I believe that when the time comes to look back at the past I will laugh at at moments we shared. From the stories we share in class, to the scandal I had, to the movies weahared, the food we indulged in, houses we stayed over at and the moments we shared tgt.

Thanks alot

I love u guys man!!!! Haha, oranges apples pears bannanas