im sad

Im sad.

This week has been a horrible week for me. I have a freaking big oucer at the side of my tongue which hurts every time my tongue moves, cos the oucer is expose and once it contacts with my teeth, it hurts like mad, sometime seven making me cry. Yeah. N I cut my hand this week. I was using the penknife, and I completely miss the mark, and slice it into my 2nd finger. Yeah. It sucked like hell. I tot at first that it was not serious. But then I saw the blood slowly oozing out of the would, till the extent, that I had to use the water to rinse it off, but 1s later it came out, it was not stop bleeding at all, no choice, I wrap it around with a wet tissue. Yeah. somemore, I had soccer match with my company the other day. Then my total 9-0 boot which I bought in sec 1 tore apart. It literally fell apart. I was devastated, so much memories with that shoes. Yeah, then today suppose to have another match, but so many ppl pon match so postpone. Yeah , so quite sian loh.

Only 2things can make ppl happy. Soccer and music. Those 2 mean everything to me. They are so important to me. I cannot live without them. Music is my no2. soccer my no1. one day without soccer is pain to me I dun noe how i im going to survive army, hopefully my buddy likes soccer also. Yeah and music. Screamo music. Especially senses fail and silverstein, my 2 fav s bands.and Manchester united? My fav team .soemtimes I dun noe y my life suck. Haha. Like sometime si just want to go army, so that I can do something meaniful. Yeah work is fine. But sometimes im not really doing anything and stoning. Yeah. This week sucks like hell man. I hate this week. My mouth is so freaking pain , hopefuly sat can use again. Its so pain.

Life sucks.