life sucks

My life isnt the best at the moment. confined to the bed, i been sleeping all the way. its sad that i was not able to participate in army training, and i think there goes my chance to go either ocs or sispec. nvm.

well. according to the doctor. i have a very rare diseasese, to the extent that they dont know what to do for me. so i stayed in the hospital for 5 days, apart from lying at home for 5 days before that. today im finally discharged. im happy. but i got mc until this weekend. so it means i will miss 2 weeks of army. i think im quite screwed. i guess i probably end up being sent to unit cos of my medical history. and the fact that i never really been sick for my other 18 years of life makes this last 2 weeks suck. tmr is 13 may. 1 month since i enter army. but it feel weird because it doesnt feel like 1month to me. so much stuff happened in this last month. especially hated stoning in the hospital. having to take blood pressure at 4am. and getting my drip at 11.30pm. timing sucks. but no choice. and im glad that 3 very pretty girls visited me yesterday. haha. it was great to see selene, joanna, darcie after such a long time. kind of miss them. ahha.

i dont know what im going to do for the next feel days. i still feel very week. so probably stay at home. and just spam movies. haha. i so one to watch wolverine, but apparently the movie suck, so probably just wait until it comes out on video. haa. oh well. life sucks for me. hope its better for u.