WHAT !!!!!

WHY DO I BEHAVE LIKE THIS. TODAY I GOT SCOLDED AGAIN. AND I REALLY BLAME MYSELF. SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY I DO WHAT I DO. MAYBE MY BODY GOT PROBLEM. I CANT CONTROL MY LIMBS. THERE ARE REALLY TIMES THAT I HATE MYSELF. I HATE THAT I DO RETARDED STUFF. I HATE THAT I AM SO BLOODY RETAREDED.

at least, i am still ok studywise . i just have to be that conman and continue mugging. i just hope i dont get distracted during the next crucial months and that i jsut continue on that express train. i just hope it has enough fuel to last until the end of alevels.

after alevels, ijsut want to slack. my close friends u ppl can stay over at my house...maybe chalet??? haha i dont know. more outings. i just cant wait for alevels to pass. k tats all. life for me is now on a see saw or maybe a swing. i dont really know if i really am a human?