wad am i saying?

i was thinking about something for a damn long. what if the one thing u promiose wont happen may happen i n real life. for instance, like u promise never to immigrate overseas, but what if it happens. fate. u cant control some things. if it is meant to happen. watch final destiantion and u noe. u cannot cheat death. its yr fate. what if the one thing that u never thought of may happen. what if the world ends today and you are the last person on earth, then do u finally cherish something? hmm. its an interestign qn, that i like thinking about. the possibilities. the extreme side. what if someone backstabs u in the future, will u forgive that person? will u wipe out all the past memories with that person because he did soemthing to u. what if u end up backstabbing yr clsoe friends, do u expect yr friend to understand.

back to that qn. fate. it really is a huge qn. its a new area for research. if the gods already lay the path for u. will u be able to creat yr own path and diverge away from it? is it possible? i feel that there is always a limit to how much u can stray away from fact. i spend the whole night thinking. fate. those 4 letter word startign with F. it can so bloody drive u crazy. im a very foresighting person. i like to see imagine tthe implications of my actions and imagine stuff that may happen in the past. the more extreme they are the more unique it is.

now. i think u barely kno what im talkig about. i also dunno. BASICALLY<>

PS: if u noe wad im talkign about, then u noe wad i mean, but if u dun noe, no need scratching yr heads about it, cos i dun noe wad im talking about as well.