this is wierd
my life is abit wierd. well perhaps thats the reason why i am weird. but the point is that there are some stuff in my life that are very hard to comprehend. i could spend a whole day tellign you everything that happened in my jc life. and i still wont be able to tell finish. some of you know most of it. well most of it anyway. there are some stuff, that perhaps next year then i tell you guys. haha. for now we got the alevels.
haha. but although the alevels is coming fast. i am still goign to avenged sevenfold concert this friday, and while i am busy studying everyday, i am damn lucky to be able to distress at night by thinking about stuff. like werid stuff. haha. its my way of distressing.
everytime i think about it, i cant believe how weird i am thinking about weird stuff. few days ago, ii thought of fate, now i think of impact. yes impact.
have u ever not made a decision because u feared the impact. you feared that if u made that decision that imapact will have severe repercutions, and create a catasrophe that u yrself have no idea how to solve. i dont want to make the wrong decision, if not i will create an impact that i will hate myself for deciding.
somehow i got a feeling that its a matter of time before i come to a conclusion. i have to face this challenge my self. i dont want to affect othere people. its a internal problem. its one that i will tell you guys eventually. haha. if you understand what im talking about means u damn ZHAI! and that u eat smarties everyday. haha for now. i need to find out more about myself first. i made the mistake once. i will not make the same mistake again.
haha . no matter what the outcome of the decision, i feel that i dont really lose anything, i only stand to gain. so if u have no idea what im sayig,. thats because i like talking about this kind of psychological stuff, which pisses people off when they read it, cos there are so many inferential meanings. haha.
PS: dont worry if you dont know what's happening to me. nobody knows. perhaps , only one person. my alterego. the one that stares back at me in the mirror. after all we are all optical isomers. there is always a reflection of us.
haha. but although the alevels is coming fast. i am still goign to avenged sevenfold concert this friday, and while i am busy studying everyday, i am damn lucky to be able to distress at night by thinking about stuff. like werid stuff. haha. its my way of distressing.
everytime i think about it, i cant believe how weird i am thinking about weird stuff. few days ago, ii thought of fate, now i think of impact. yes impact.
have u ever not made a decision because u feared the impact. you feared that if u made that decision that imapact will have severe repercutions, and create a catasrophe that u yrself have no idea how to solve. i dont want to make the wrong decision, if not i will create an impact that i will hate myself for deciding.
somehow i got a feeling that its a matter of time before i come to a conclusion. i have to face this challenge my self. i dont want to affect othere people. its a internal problem. its one that i will tell you guys eventually. haha. if you understand what im talking about means u damn ZHAI! and that u eat smarties everyday. haha for now. i need to find out more about myself first. i made the mistake once. i will not make the same mistake again.
haha . no matter what the outcome of the decision, i feel that i dont really lose anything, i only stand to gain. so if u have no idea what im sayig,. thats because i like talking about this kind of psychological stuff, which pisses people off when they read it, cos there are so many inferential meanings. haha.
PS: dont worry if you dont know what's happening to me. nobody knows. perhaps , only one person. my alterego. the one that stares back at me in the mirror. after all we are all optical isomers. there is always a reflection of us.
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