hope

yesterday was the best day of my life. i got to watch avenged sevenfold. well. apart from seeing m shadows screaming, the memorable part was me almost dying. it was freaking crazy. seeng so many peopel fainting, and having the bouncer to pull them out of the mosh pit. i lost my contact with cutter haha. but the experience nevertherless was unbeleivable. to cap it off. i was hapy that im 80% sure. haha

yah. HOPE. its a word that i learnt yesterday. hope that it comes true.; hope that i be happy in my life in the future. what ever decision i make. im am sure now that it will be the correct one. i have been thinking it for the last few days, and thinking about diferent scenarios. perhaps, one day when i finally make the decision, i am sure most of you will agree with me that i made the right one. if you are shock at what i might do in the future, just know that i considered all the factors and who i will affect the most.

for now i wait for another month. when that months over, and im free. i will reconsider again. i dont want to hurt anyone physically, mentally, emotionally. but 80% is confirm i will make the decision. so i shall just wait and pray. haha. hope u understand what im saying.