WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME 1

MY NAME IS BRENDON AND I AM A VERY EMOTIONAL GUY. THIS BLOG IS FOR ME TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS. SOME OF YOU MAY NOT HAVE ANY BLOODY IDEA WHAT I AM SAYING AND MAY EVEN THINK THAT I AM MAKING UP EVERYTHING . BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT THIS IS WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.

MY JC LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER , FOR THE RIGHT AND WRONG REASONS. THERE ARE MANY MEMORABLE OCCASIONS . BUT THERE IS SOMETHING THAT IS CURRENTLY HAPPENING TO ME THAT I CANT BELIEVE IT, ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON, BUT I JSUT PRETEND IT IS HAPPENING. I TRY TO THINK THAT WHAT THEY ARE SMAYBE AN OVERREACTION. BUT AS TIME PASSES BY, IT JUST SEEMS TO BE TRUE. EVERY SINGLE ACTION HAS MADE ME EVEN MORE SUSPICIOUS. I DUN NOE WHAT TO DO. I AM AT MY WITTS END. I CERTAINLY DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING FOOLISH. I VALUE FRIENDSHIP, AND THUS I KNOW THE SEVERE IMPLICATIONS OF WHAT I WOULD DO WOULD CAUSED

LIFE IS SHORT AND WE GOT TO MAKE FULL USE OF IT. BUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN JUST 2 MONTHS IS CERTAINLY TOO FAST FOR ME TO HANDLE. ITS LIKE I AM ON A EXPRESS TRAIN AND ALL THAT IS HAPPENING TO ME IS JUST A BLUR PICTURE. I KNOW THAT IT IS TRUE ALREADY. BUT I BEG TO DIFFER. I WANT TO THINK THAT IT IS NOT TRUE. YOU MAY NOT KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO REVEAL ANY NAMES ALL GIVE AWAY ANY CLUE TO WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.

I JUST WANT IT ALL TO END. IF THE BIG BLACK HOLE WAS TO COME AND KILLS ALL, IT IS THE ONE QUESTION THAT I WANT TO BE ANSWERED. IS WHAT ME AND MY FREINDS CORRECT? HAVE WE GUESS CORRECTLY. OR HAVE WE ALL MADE A HUGE MISTAKE.


THATS ALL I AM GOING TO SAY. ITS A SLOW AND BORING START. I TRY TO WRIT MORE OFTEN, BUT HIPEFULLY THE PROBLEM IS SOLVED QUICKLY. TO MANY STUFF HAVE HAPPEN. TO LITTLE TIME FOR ME TO HANDLE IT. IF NOT FOR MY FRIENDS I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.
Mood: depressed