A RANDOM EMO POST ..BACK ON THE EXPRESS TRAIN

im so emo. cus im random. so im randomly emo. im typing nonsense. im going crazy. RAWRRRRR!

TIME PASSES BY, AND WE ARE STILL SITTING HERE. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING WITH MY LIFE AT THE MOMENT. SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY I EVEN COME TO SCHOOL FOR. ITS LIKE I AM JUST WASTING TIME INSTEAD OF MUGGING AT HOME. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I JUST LOSE CONTROL OF MYSELF. I JUST GO INTO RETARDED MOOD. I CANT CONTROL IT. PEOPLE SAY ITS FAKE, BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT I REALLY CANNOT CONTROL IT. ITS LIKE I AM A ROBOT, AND SOMEONE IS CONTROLLING ME.

AT LEAST LIFE FOR ME NOW IS MUCH BETTER. I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THE PROBLEM THAT WAS BUGGING ME FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS. ALL TEH PROBLEMS SEEM TO HAVE EVAPORATED, NOW I AM SO FREE OF THE CHAINS. ITS LIKE I JSUT WALK OUT OF PRISON, EVEYTHING IS NEW FOR ME. I MADE NEW FRIENDS, AND THERE ARE SOME WHOM I LOST TOUCH WITH, BUT WHAT MATTERS MOST IS THAT IM HAPPY. I DOT WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT EMO GUY I WAS IN THE PAST. IT HURT ME BOTH MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. MY CLOSEST FRIENDS KNOW WHAT IM TALKIGN ABOUT. SOME SAY ITS FAMILY PROBLEMS, BUT THE TRUE CLOSE ONES KINWO WHAT MY PROBLEM THAT WAS BUGIGNG ME WAS.

NOW LIFE FOR ME MEANS PASSING MY ALEVELS. NOW THE EXPRESS TRAIN HAS STARTED MOVING AGAIN, THE OBSTACLE THAT WAS ONCE BLOCKING MY PATH WAS REMOVED AND NOW I AN FREE FROM ALL MY TROUBLES. I PRAY TO THE LORD THAT THEY DO NOT COME BACK. ITS GREAT TO BE FREE FROM THOSE CHAINS. I WANT IT RTO REMAIN THAT WAY.