I FEEL MUCH BETTER

WITH THE PRELIMS ALL OVER, I FEEL A HUGE LIFT OF MY SHOULDERS. LIKE ALL MY BURDENS WERE WASHED AWAY. ESPECAILLY AFTER HAVING A HELL OF A TIME WITH MY FRIENDS. BUT WHILE I FELT BETTER, NEW QUESTIONS AROSE AGAIN. Y!!! I DONT UNDERSTAND, I HAD THOUGHT THAT PERHAPS ALL WIL COME GOOD AGAIN, BUT IT MADE ME EVEN MORE INTRIGUED. WHY IS IT HAPPENNING TO ME.

SOMETIMES I WONDER WHETHER EVEYRTHING IS A TEST, WHERE EVERYACTION I DO IS WATCHED BY THE VIEWERS AND JUDGE BY PEOPLE. BUT WHENEVER I POUR OUT MY SORROW TO MY FRIENDS, I FEEL MUCH BETTER, BUT THEN SOMETHING HAPPPENS AND I FEEL CONFUSED

I AM SO CONFUSE NOW. ALEVEL IS COMING SOON. I WANT TO SOLVE THS PROBLEM BEFORE IT COMES. I AM GOING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO SOLVE THIS PROBLEM, BECAUSE IT IS SLOWLY KILLING ME FROM THE INSIDE, I AM LIKE AN VOLCANO ABOUT TO ERUPT, AND WHEN I DO, I WANT TO DO SO KNOWING THAT I HAVE SOLVED THE ROBLEM.