i am emo
I am very sad after i had a damns cary dream last night. it was about our class gathering 4 weeks after the end of the alevels. when we meet everything had changed. i had drifted away from the class, to the extent that i never talk to some of the class especially my best fren.i was damn emo. the whole night i cant sleep. then i was told that a girl like me in our class, one of my classmate not ending up with someone i had expevted to end up with, and where my best fren CHANGED. i am damn emo. i cant sleep. why does my dreams get more scary. every night, they get more scary, i dont want to sleep, its like if everything is about scary stuff. its either about the girl or about my sadness.. why? i dont know what to do. i jsut want to have those happy dreams, but it is not happening to me.
then yestersday, i want buy the new ipod touch, but only got 8gb and 16gb, no 32gb. i waited for 1 year, and was pumped up to buy it. but dont have still. it really made me damn emo, at least i maaged to concentrate durign night study. but at night, before i sleep, one of the my classmates told me that she damn piss with her bro. that like he download virus until the com spoil, then she has to go home fix it. then her parents dont want care abotu them becasue they thinking aobut the aia insurance already. it sux when yr bro is so sucky. well i hope she gets happier..
after last night dream, i decided that i am not goign to drift away from my friends. i cannot imagiin how my life would change the day i depart from tehm all. its like losing a limb. i just cant imagine. why does it have to end like this. i dont care, if after alevel and got no outing, i organise. i dont want to not talk to my best friiends and then dont see tehm fro a very long time.
i am very sad and emo. i feel sorri for one of my classmate, but even more sad about that dream last night. but at least the dream answered one of the questions taht was bugging me for a very long time. now.. i shall try to get over the sadness, maybe go out and buy an ipod touch, and be happy.
then yestersday, i want buy the new ipod touch, but only got 8gb and 16gb, no 32gb. i waited for 1 year, and was pumped up to buy it. but dont have still. it really made me damn emo, at least i maaged to concentrate durign night study. but at night, before i sleep, one of the my classmates told me that she damn piss with her bro. that like he download virus until the com spoil, then she has to go home fix it. then her parents dont want care abotu them becasue they thinking aobut the aia insurance already. it sux when yr bro is so sucky. well i hope she gets happier..
after last night dream, i decided that i am not goign to drift away from my friends. i cannot imagiin how my life would change the day i depart from tehm all. its like losing a limb. i just cant imagine. why does it have to end like this. i dont care, if after alevel and got no outing, i organise. i dont want to not talk to my best friiends and then dont see tehm fro a very long time.
i am very sad and emo. i feel sorri for one of my classmate, but even more sad about that dream last night. but at least the dream answered one of the questions taht was bugging me for a very long time. now.. i shall try to get over the sadness, maybe go out and buy an ipod touch, and be happy.
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